Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining ✨

Hello everyone! 

I just finished my class and fuh tired 😐

Then macam biasalah balik bilik rehat jap.

Waktu rehat tu aku srcroll lah twitter, then i read this :

I can say, this thing is true.

Sebab, masa sem 1. Aku rasa, aku dah jumpa orang tu (InsyaAllah)

Masa sem 1, serious aku kata ibadah aku lebih. Like setiap hari lepas solat,

aku baca Qur'an, then buat solat sunat qabliah, ba'diah, dhuha, tahajud. Kadang kadang kalau ada masa lebih sikit aku baca ma'thurat or majmu'an.

Ikut sem jugak kot sebab sem 1 aku ada 4 subjek final je hehehe

Tapi nak cakap lah yang waktu sem 1 aku banyak lah jugak cari Allah compare yang sekarang ni (Allahu 😢)

Even aku banyak buat ibadah, tapi pemakaian aku masih tak sempurna.

Tudung still atas dada, baju ketat sikit (sikit je tak banyak tauuu), anak tudung kekadang tak pakai kalau nak turun kafe beli makanan or waktu riadah petang, selalu carut (mama selalu ingatkan supaya kurangkan carut sebab perempuan tak manis carut. Perempuan lahir dengan sifat lemah lembut so be like one 🙆)

Then, one fine night. Tak fine jugaklah sangat sebab malam tu mood aku nak berjiwang tak tahu asal.

Aku ada tweet "I need your love" sebab aku tengah dengar lagu tu.

Then ada hamba Allah ni replied kat tweet aku yang tu. Kalau korang baca post aku yang sebelum ni korang tahu lah siapa yang replied tu 😉

And yup. We get to know each other. He told his flaws. 

I dont really react bcs i just thought that (wow, jujurnya. Laki jarang nak jujur pasal flaws dia ni)  

There, i saw his honesty and sincerity to know my heart and soul.

All this time, i thought he was really a bad guy but, after knowing him, his good sides took over his bad sides.

He has a lot of good sides which he shows by different angle. 

He asked me to cover my aurah properly, for my dad or even for myself.

He teach me about life which sometimes, i still naive about it.

He teach me to do good things to people.

He teach me to be more patience.

and many more.

My parents of course did teach me about all that but the feelings and instinct came on that time is indescribable.

To me, he is the guy that Allah sent for me which i needed, not wanted.

InsyaAllah, dia lah orang yang Allah aturkan untuk aku.

And because of that, i want us to stay forever till death tear us apart.

THANK YOU FOR READING!

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SINCERELY, 

ANIS HAMIZAH

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